Why do I sit up all night! I drink my wine, I fall asleep, wake up and drink again. It’s like I’m afraid to go to sleep. The funny part is I don’t feel that bad. I guess mania is happening right now. I’m about to tears right now because I’m desperately seeking help. I’m at my wits. I’m trying to accomplish so many things right now that I’m confused. My stomach is churning, my head is swimming and I have no one to talk to. I’m going to try and find some help, but it has to be cheap since I don’t have a job nor insurance. So that’s my goal for today is to get help. I have a job interview next week and I want to be read for it. HELP!