I’ve been writing in my regular journal, but not here. However, I’ve been looking over my jounaling and there are some days that I would like to share.
Got up today at 6am – took Cody, my pomeranian for a walk, came back and poured me a cup of coffee then hit the computer to see if I had any sales on Ebay. I have to make myself quit otherwise I would be sitting at the computer everyday. I’ve got so much going off in my head that I want to do that I just keep going. This is where my compulsiveness comes in with Bipolar. I get confused and feel so unorganized and then get anxious. Then I will get distracted and go off and do something else when I should finish what I’m doing first. Sometimes I don’t get anything done because I get so bad I just throw up my hands and go to bed. This is a day to day journey for me. Hopefully something will help me one day.