I don’t remember typing the early post last night. This is sad. How did I know I did it. I got an email. I starting to believe that I might have another personality. Is it possible? I could be the solution to a lot of unanswered questions. I think I put say a book somewhere and when I go to get it it’s gone put in another place. I was trying to find the remote control the other day. I looked and looked for that darn thing. I decided to just calm down and sit. When I reach for the glass of water I looked down and there it was right by the kleenex. The ironic thing is I looked there and it was there before.
This has been happening more and more. Is it possible to have a dual personality having bipolar? Or, is it Dementia?
I’ve been writing notes all over the place so I can remember where I put things, when’s my appointment, or when’s my mom or dad’s appointment are.
I get scared when I go places afraid I miss the bus, flight or get on the wrong bus or flight. I try to be so observant. When I’m driving it’s so easy for me to go off somewhere else in my mine. I’ve had a wreck last year and I don’t know why. I was just driving then suddenly BAM right in back of a car. Lucky no one got hurt.
I quit drinking and smoking April 2009. I have Hepatitis C as well and it’s gotten worse. Now, since I’ve been so stressed and depressed I’ve been drinking some wine. I CAN’T DO THAT! WRITE! write WRITE! jOURNAL.
I’ve started my journal again so if I forget I can go to my journal. I just hope I can remember to journal.