I’ve lived in fear most of my life. I was fearful in my abusive marriage, and I feared getting a divorce. I was scared of raising my son on my own.
I raised my son until he was 9 years old. I became ill and had a hard time taking care of him. So I made the decision of letting my son go live Dad. I feared his dad, because he had abused me when we were married. Not only did I feel fear, but anger as well. It worked out being a good decision letting my son go. I felt terrible quilt and feared he may get mad at me for letting him go.
I moved on taking care of my illness to the point I almost lost my life. The doctor’s said I shouldn’t have survived. I felt God was there and decided it wasn’t my time – he had more work for me to do.
I had so many dreams, but mostly for my son to do well with his life. However, without him I felt so lost and lonely. I wanted to fulfill my dreams and I had a long road a head of me. I wanted to have my own little business, grand children, a cottage on the beach, my health to be stable, and photography.
I studied intuition and learned how to use it. If you want to be free of fear you need to move on with your life and put trust into God’s hands. We use fear to protect ourselves, but it’ also holding you back from your dreams. The only way to pursue your dreams is to step beyond your limits of your fears. Having fear is being afraid to fail. Having fear prevented me from reaching my dreams.
Now, I have moved on. I still have fears, but I’m not afraid to take risks. I have God in my corner and I listen to my intuitions. Hint: Intuition – the voice you hear when your trying to make a decision. Your hearing a voice say “go with door #1”, but you go with the 2nd door. You should have listen – door #2 was the wrong choice.
Fear has a way of controlling your thoughts not allowing you to move forward in life. Break the seal and move out of your comfort zone. It’s the only way to fulfill your dreams and be successful.