Another evening of no sleep. I go through these occasionally when I’m taking Adderall. But, all in all I believe Adderall has helped me a lot. It’s giving me an all new outside world. It’s given me the gift of listening again. I find myself thinking like an adult again and go forward with the life I want to live.
I’m having shoulder replacement shoulder in a week. First, I was feeling sorry for myself and felt like I didn’t have any friends. It’s called a “Pity Party.” I bet you know what those are all about. But then it was like whammy – I got all of these friends that I didn’t know I had.
I’ve been all alone most of my life I didn’t know what a friend look or felt like. I’ve been abused so much of my life I just didn’t trust anyone so I overlooked the possibilities of a friend. Mostly I just wanted to hide from the world and forget what I could have had.
Now, I want it all. I’m even have thoughts of a relationship again but very slowly. I haven’t been in a relation for 8 years . Now, I would like a relationship, but not sure how. I will tell you the most attractive guys that I have met are all married or in a relationship. But, they’re the easiest to talk to. The single ones are still in their game style and always on the defense. I want someone who is laid back, no baggage, no kids, and honest. I also want to be on their number 1 list.
So does that mean I will be waiting a long time? Maybe being on Adderall will help me believe in myself and accept what is brought in front of me.
Importantly, anyone that is ADHD, PLEASE, try this drug it will make all the difference in your life. As long as your monitored by a doctor and find the right dosage. Remember – the dosage they give you may not be the right one. Experiment until you find the one for you.
- Report: NFL Wants to Disclose Specifics of Positive PED Tests to Prevent ‘Adderall’ Excuse (nesn.com)