Famous Boulders at Ft. Fisher
I moved to Wilmington, NC in 2011 to be near my son and grandchildren. First thing I did was find a doctor to make sure I didn’t run out of Lithium, along my antidepressants. My antidepressants changed periodically until I found the right one – Celexa. I have fought hard to get to where I am now. I quit drinking and smoking three years ago and sought help for my bipolar, made a change in my life by moving to a new environment, and sought help for my illness. I haven’t looked by.
One of the first things I did was set up a Facebook Account – best thing I’d ever done. Well not the only one. With Facebook I found out about the website meetup.com. I’ve always been a photographer, but just never continued pursuing when I got sick. I joined a camera group and began meeting other photographers. It was great speaking to other people who enjoyed the same thing.
Now, I’m known as a great photographer in this little town. I had a film Camera when I moved here, but noticed the other photographers had digital camera’s. I had to fit in right? So I bought a Nikon Digital camera and I’m loving it. I didn’t know it was all about mathematics and I hate math. But I taught myself and after two years I got something right. I was and I’m not going to give up. I want to make something out of my live instead of bad memories. Plus, I want to make my children and son proud.
On Vickie Hibler Photography page you will be seeing my work in progress, and the successful photographer I have become.
Please take note that my Photography page is going through transition.
Just know you can be any body you want to be but you have to work hard at it and not give up.
I have been in a whirlwind of life. Everything has gone so fast but it has been a medley of dreams that I am experiencing. But yet I still battle bipolar every day.
Today, I heard someone tell me “She must be bipolar because he seems to be crazy.” Of course, I didn’t say anything about myself, but I wanted to. I always hate that bipolar people are identified as crazy. It’s not always true. I have been going to doctors, therapists, staying on medications and anything I can do to keep my illness in control.
I feel that the best thing I ever did was moved to the northeast coast, North Carolina. It’s beautiful with the most friendliest people in the world. When I go to doctors, grocery stores, pharmacists, and most stores I feel so welcome. When I lived in Dallas I was afraid to talk to anyone. Here, I look forward to talk to anyone I can. It’s been the most satisfying experience I’ve ever had.
My dreams have started to come true. I’ve always dreamed to be a popular photographer and to start a business in photography. I’m starting to see that come true. How did I do that? I took my medication.
I make sure I get the medications I need. I never stop taking them and I always listen to what the doctor says. I go to therapy to find out what might be causing the problems. I feel that I’m not too proud to listen to what doctors have to say.
If you want to get well or maybe to feel normal make sure you see a doctor. Bipolar is not something that just goes away you need to treat it. You need to stopped being in denial and reach out for help.
It’s been about two weeks since I started weaning myself off of Effexor. I never know what to expect when the ride is coming the time release has a mind of its own. The side effects have ranged from being very tired mania, sweating, confusion, and anxiety. I never know how I’m going to feel or react. It the even the drug gives me mania. I breathe like I just ran a race, I’m hyper, can’t sleep, but I get a lot done and I get many creative ideas.
I must interrupt here – part of anxiety today was trying to watch the Dallas Cowboy game. I’ve moved to North Carolina and the game is not on here. I’ve been trying everything to just listen to in the radio. I’ve tried and now I just want to know the score is. I’m a Dallas Cowboy crazy fan. Yep, the mania set in.
I just hope weaning off this medication works. Time will tell what direction I should take.