I’m still struggling with depression and anxiety. Just when you think you feel okay you relapse. Another interference is my physical problems., which I’ve been told can cause physical problems. Does it every end?
I’ve been going to doctors for 6 years now with this pain that controls my body. I’ve received x-ray’s, mri’s, ct scans, injections, nerve conduction study, you name it. No one could figure out where the pain was coming from. Well except, I do have osteoporosis, neuropathy, and arthritis. LOL! The orthopedic talked about surgery on my neck, but when I heard of the risks, I declined. I went to a neurologist for the study and found out about the neuropathy, and was given Gabapentin, which helps the nerve pain, especially restless legs. He then recomended a Rheumatologist.
The Rheumatologists ran a ton of blood test and came to the conclusion I do have some rheumatism, but also gave it a name “Fibromyalgia”. I guess that’s what they call it when they fcan’t igure out what it is.
The pain I have can be intense everywhere especially my legs and feet. I have spots on my fingertips that can really hurt when I touch them. My hands go numb and feels like needles all over even my arms. I could never get out of bed at lease 30 minutes after taking the Gabapentin . I couldn’t move! I had no strength in my body and still don’t. Walking was an adventure stumbling all over the place. Even my brain feels confused and disoriented.
The rheumatolgist prescribed to start with Predinisone, a steriod. For the first month I could actually get out of bed and go walking. I could drive longer distances without pain. He told me I couldn’t be on it forever. I’m now on my second prescription with lower doses and it’s not as productive. So I don’t know what comes next. I just don’t want to go back to the beginning.
I paint and do photography so this has been disabiling for me. Below is some of work in my Etsy shop for sale.