Hate not being able to sleep well. Have a hard time talking this morning . So I’m speaking in the microphone.
Last night I had a terrible time getting settled. I couldn’t roll over on my side. Its really hard when your legs won’t move. It’s a slow movement of trying to
move your legs over one leg then another then try and get your body to roll over to my side. It takes me about 10 minutes to get comfortable enough. Its a lot of work!
After I get settled it doesn’t take much time for me to go to sleep. Of course, I have to take my medication which makes me sleepy. I was awaken many times with pain in my knees, legs and hands. I had visions of my past life that was a nightmare. I got raped when I was in my early 30s. Every detail rolling over in my brain. I couldn’t get it out of my mind! I kept seeing his piercing blue eyes.
I had watched a movie last night that was about men beating and raping women, which I turned off. That’s what started it. I have lot of nightmares that seem so real. I actually act them out. I scream in my sleep, talk, and wake up fighting. One of thosetimes I jumped up out of bed and ran down the hallway, and this was before my Parkinson’s got worse. Thank goodness I would of killed myself. However, the scariest is my dreams of being chased and attacked. I would wake up screaming stop and my fist was pounding the air. When I woke up I was shaking and breathing hard. It’s a know fact that Parkinson’s could have something to do with it. But, iI’ve been having these dreams for a long time.
Could it be PTSD?
ast night I had all kinds